Too weak to move on

Um hiiii..? Its been a loooooooooong time i did not update this private blog.Busy with my studies and etc.So yeaaah.Um i miss him.You guys know who right? Yup MA. I miss the way he say he love me , i miss the way he looked at me , i mii the way he say he miss me , i miss the way he smiled , i miss the we meet , i miss the way he talkes , i miss the he smell. I miss everything about him.And , i know.  He doesnt even think of me.He hates me now ;) Its great.Very great. He doesnt look at me anymore.Everything Changes.I cant accept this.Its hurts me.

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